the world doesn't revolve around you
what am i to you?
a mere existence.
sharing the same air.
just a thought on my mind
why do parents choose to have children
did the child have the choice not to be born
was the child brought into the world because of the parents's selfish motive
y am i here on this earth.
if i had a choice would i have chosen to be even born to go though life

marketing

marketing is common sense but common sense might not be so common after all. can i just be a normal consumer looking at the beautiful celebrities and aspiring to be like them. doing my market research finding out which products are good after using them.
after all what influences a consumer?
everyone is different after all.

adele - someone like you

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

you who came from the star

drama that i'm recently crazy about
kim so hyun is sooooo handsome...
i have to continue living right where you left me behind
- cheong song yi(jun ji hyun)

quotes

First love is reckless without calculating, it throws everything in with pure passion, and inevitably fail. but that’s why it’s dramatic the reckless tales wrapped up in experiences or feelings that you can never have again."
—Yoo Jae (Reply 1997)

‘your heart will tell you he truth’ 
-master's sun

memories

being back in sheares just brought back a lot of memories in the beginning.
the late night snacks, the room, the starry night at the rooftop.
u made me understand what love is....
i'm always thankful for everything...
the things that i couldn't do for you regrets.
have you been well. do u blame me??

random rantings

one day i believe that when i open my eyes first thing i see is you and the first thing i feel is your warm embrace.

it's so blueeeeeeeee

BTOB – I Don’t Know Anything But Love Lyrics

English Translation:

I only know love – I want you, only you
I can’t let you go like this
Don’t say that it’s over so easily
It’s so blue It’s so blue

Do you remember the day we first met?
It was a rainy day on the streets of Apgujung
We were under one umbrella and though our shoulders got wet, we were so happy

I’ll say it again but I don’t know how to break up
I don’t even know how to difficultly say goodbye
Waiting and seeing if you’ll come back makes my throat clog up
You flicker before my eyes but you have left me
I’m an innocent guy, I ain’t no Casanova
I only know love for you, who is so hot

I only know love – I want you, only you
I can’t let you go like this
Don’t say that it’s over so easily
It’s so blue It’s so blue

I only know love, I only know you
I don’t know how to break up
I only know love, I don’t know
I become a fool in front of a break up like this again, why, why?

As we waited for the last bus at 11:55 pm, I didn’t want to let you go
As I walked you home, our first kiss under the street light was so sweet

We promised never to change whether it rained or snowed
But you left me as soon as you got sick of me
In this frustrating war of love, her heart is like a reed
I hate myself for falling for your lies when you said you liked me
You played with me, who was so innocent
I guess not everyone can have a hot love

I only know love – I want you, only you
I can’t let you go like this
Don’t say that it’s over so easily
It’s so blue It’s so blue

No, don’t go – no, don’t leave
A tomorrow without you has no meaning
Why don’t you know love? Why do you pick love?
Don’t do this, don’t say goodbye

I can’t live without you, I want you, only you
I don’t want to end things like this
I became a fool, who only knows you
It’s so blue, it’s so blue

I only know love, I only know you
I don’t know how to break up
I only know love, I don’t know
I become a fool in front of a break up like this again, why, why?

Romanized:

Sarangbakke nan molla i want you only you
Idaeron jeoldaero bonael sun eobseo
Kkeutnaejaneun mal hamburo haji ma
It’s so blue it’s so blue

Cheoeum mannan nal geu nal gieokhani bi oneun apgujeong georie
Usan hanae eokkaereul jeoksimyeo urin cham haengbokhaetjanha

Dasi malhajiman molla nan ibyeolhaneun bangbeop gollanhan annyeongiran maldo na molla ra
Tto ollana hadeusi gidarineun geon nae mogeul jolla mak
Nae nune areungeorineun neo geureon nal dugo gabeorineun neo
Sunjeongnam ain’t no kasanoba hothan geudae sarangbakke nan molla

Sarangbakke nan molla i want you only you
Idaeron jeoldaero bonael sun eobseo
Kkeutnaejaneun mal hamburo haji ma
It’s so blue it’s so blue

Naneun molla sarangbakke naneun molla nan neobakke
Naneun molla ibyeol ttawin molla molla
Naneun molla sarangbakke naneun molla ibyeol ape
Baboga dwae tto ireoke ou wae ou wae

12si 5bun makchareul gidarimyeo bonaegi neomuna aswiwo
Garodeung arae neol baraedajumyeo cheot kiseu cham dalkomhaesseotji

Biga ona nuni ona urin byeonchi maljadeon
Neoneun tteonagane naega jillijamaja
Dapdaphan saranggwa jeonjaeng geunyeoui mameun galdaewa gatae
Naega jotaneun neoui geojitmal holttak ppajyeotdeon naega mipda
Sunjeongpain nareul gatgo nora hothan sarangeun amuna hana

Sarangbakke nan molla i want you only you
Idaeron jeoldaero bonael sun eobseo
Kkeutnaejaneun mal hamburo haji ma
It’s so blue it’s so blue

An dwae gaji ma an dwae tteonaji ma
Neo eomneun naeireun uimi eobseo
Sarangeul wae neon molla sarangeul wae neon golla
Ireoji ma don’t say goodbye

Neo eobsi nan mot sara i want you only you
Ireoke jeoldaero kkeutnaegin sirheo
Neobakke moreuneun baboga dwaesseo
It’s so blue it’s so blue

Naneun molla sarangbakke naneun molla nan neobakke
Naneun molla ibyeol ttawin molla molla

Naneun molla sarangbakke naneun molla ibyeol ape
Baboga dwae tto ireoke ou wae ou wae

credits:http://www.kpoplyrics.net/btob-i-dont-know-anything-but-love-lyrics-english-romanized.html

kdrama=)))))))

i want the disney filmmmmmmm.... lol that's was on a side note.

hmm.....uneventful wk=( lol i'm feeling very happy cos i just finish watching my fair lady and running man shall be embarking on my next kdrama soon. can't wait for running man ep 40 cos got 2pm ahhhhhhhhh..... hottest kinda missing it already. i love my fair lady i love yoon eun hye and jung il woo i love the scene when the broke up man it was so beautiful they were on the hospital rooftop and could see everything beautiful i think the sun was either setting or rising just very nice and the music was so emo could see the pain that they were going through. i think dong chan was very great letting her go so that she could achieve greater thing with her status and power. but then it was a bit like not cleanly break cos they still had feelings for each other then like keep cannot break properly like that everytime they meet very emo like that. hmmm i think eui joo and tae yoon very cute love them together.

haiz kdrama r quite predictable la. they always end up together. and somehow there's always like this love square not even triangle lolol. always the 4 ppl on the cover. somehow another guy would like the girl and then the other girl would like the main guy character but eventually when they realise how much the main couple loves each other they would let go and then the couple can be together happy ending in the middle loads of things happen la. but in general.

polaroid cam

haha lolx bought my polaroid cam already so happy=))))))))))) it's instant gratification seeing the picture appear in front of your eyes instantly. i also got the hello kitty and the pooh film sooooo very pretty. and also got a bag for the cam cos there was nothing that comes with you much easier to handle and bring it around as it is quite bulky. hope to take more polaroids must treasure them as each one of them holds a memory. a picture speaks a thousand words.

went for the RSAF open house last wk was quite cool got to see loads of planes. However, it was way too crowded too many ppl. the air show was really quite cool as i got to see the planes up close.

This wkend went Karoke with church peeps to celebrate randall's ORD lor. haha lolx it was really very fun as everyone was singing along and the atmosphere was good. everyone was high. =)

went to watch x men too. it was gooooooodddd and they introduced a few more new and cool mutants like angel, the storm person and the hellboy lookalike, the one who can adapt to any situation, alex and beast. it was good to understand the whole idea how it all began and so cute when they were all young and it explains a lot of things unspoken in the movie. it was worth it and nice =)

After that had dinner with hall peeps went to have cheap italian food at Liang court it was ok i guess. and after just sat by the river watching the river taxi/ boat go by. Singapore river is really quite nice at night.

shoooopppppping!!!!!!!!!!

went shopping at parkway yesterday bought loads of stuff from cottonon and two tees from espirit. mostly basics la can wear with my shorts lalala heehee.....=))))))) GSS man. got sales. my favt word. i need to go shopping man but 1st i need to clear out my cupboard to get rid of those unwanted stuff.

working is shiokz in a way that you actually have the liberty of spending don't have to think twice bout your expenses don't have to worry bout not having enough money.

i enjoy studying too in a way like u're gaining new knowledge quite interesting la. but not eng la. hope still can get into bio eng with my chui results but i think highly unlikely la.

while working i guess you will face a lot of shit and crappy stuff. as i said shit happens. backstabbing and doing thing which you find is quite ineffective and redundant and some ppl are just very particular(anal) bout stuff.

i think so big already not very nice to take $$$$$ from parents la. it's good to be financially independent. As we grow bigger, i think we will have more things to worry bout when you start think bout adult stuff like house and car and insurance and many other things when you have your own family so it's good to have savings. For now, i just hope to be able to save up for another holiday love travelling hope to be able to visit Taiwan for the scenery and the good food and shopping. and also maybe HK for the disneyland. Maybe will visit Korea again cos realise miss out quite a lot of stuff. really love korean food too. =)))))))))))))))))) and will do more shopping buy clothes bag shoes albums.

Thus shall restrain and ren and not buy unnecessary stuff unless i really like or need it. like a polaroid cam. I shall tell myself this save up for the big things quality vs quantity. i really have tons of everything some of which buy and never use waste $$$$$$

butterflies in my stomach + Yoo Jae Suk my Hero

really nervous exam results coming out in bout 1 wks time. will receive the dreadful sms. hope to pull up my CAP la but i think i won't be able to do well cos this sem all 5 core mod not very good in them esp circuits hate them.

on the other hand, yoo jae suk my hero.
i think he's very admirable. in running man even though he is very timid but for the team he was able to take the dive from freaking 7.5m he is amazing. pei fu pei fu. and also another thing i think he was very amazing also during the SBS broadcasting station epi even though was very scared of kim jong kook but then he still completed the mission and he was the sole survivor. He got chased many times and had to even used his VJ to help him block so that he can escape you know desperate to win already. amazing!!!!!! respect him for that man. the effect that kim jong kook has on the rest they all like get frightened even guest knows that he is the hardest to deal with. i think it's his reputation la. He always kana punishment dk y sianz. feel sad for him man. and he is a very good MC too.

Weddings

I had the honour of attending just 2 weddings alone in this month. Seems like 2011 is really a good year to get married. haha lolx One was my brother-in- law's brother wedding. very grand at Fullerton hotel and another one which was Andy's Wedding at Traders's hotel which was also very nice.


haha lolx you know how all girls dream about their dream wedding right. the most important decision that they'll have to make. They will be the main star(attraction) of the night looking all pretty with nice hair and makeup and wearing the gorgoreous gown. they will be like glowing and radiant.


usually wedding always have like a video to show you the whole life of the bride and the groom from babies to how they met and fall in love very sweet lor. i like. then the 1st dish always very drama 1. like they will dim the lights and then they play some very drama music then they server will enter with the 1st dish which is usually the cold dish. starting to like the baby octupus quite nice cos of the sauce.

haiz but i think wedding quite a waste of money leh. like so many ppl also you don't really know but it's the only 1 day where you get to be the centre of attention where you will look so beautiful stunningly pretty and also announce to the world of your love for each other. so sweet.Awww....

However though i feel the wedding photo shoot will last longer and can be shown to future generations and should look prettier so i hope hope really hope can have a rich husband then next time we can go overseas like Europe to take the photoshoot cos really very pretty. or even go some far far away exotic country for honeymoon cos then ut'll be more memorable. like dinner the newlyweds also don't have much time to interact with every1 also. and wedding is between 2 person i would rather save money on the dinner and then spend lavish or extravagently on the honeymoon to enjoy or the photoshoot so that it's not so boring and look absolutely gorgerous.

1 thing very memorable about the wedding at fullerton was that Darolyn was the flower girl and she had to try on many gowns to find the one which is suitable. but it wasn't an easy task as it seems as she forever complaining itchy and didn't want to try on pretty gowns and was throwing tantrums.

Another thing which was very memorable during the wedding was the newly weds look so good together like they were fated together. They also had sharing by their friends and family dedicating a speech for them. i felt it was really meaningful and those were heartfelt emotions from people who really knew them. The newly weds also looked like they were having loads of fun as they had their second entry and they were dancing it didn't feel as formal. i enjoyed that wedding a lot. and hope mine own 1 will be as memorable as well.=)))))))) awaiting for my white horse prince to give me a kiss to wake me up from my slumber till then Ciao.

holidays!!!!!!!!!!! =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

hols are finally here!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =))))))))))))))))))))))))))) after 1 yr of studies in nus time really flies. the 1 yr pass by in the blink of an eye. i still remember being the noob freshie that i was. going for O wk meeting new ppl and using IVLE haha lolx now we're like the pro. getting used to uni life it's very independent. nobody really cares proactive take charge of your own learning. i'm actually looking forward to next yr as i can finally tell ppl what i'm doing. i hope hope hope that i get to do bioeng that's like the only thing that gets me excited in a dull and grey place like eng. haha lolx i still remember moving into hall meeting the new peeps. really had fun how we always get distracted while studying and ended up playing bridge and at the end cluedo. lolol they were the ones who got me started onto running man too dk must ask. lol enough bout sch. hols!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've been hooked onto running man after my exams it's damn funny especially the punishment hot pants. but feel damn sad for jaesuk as he always kana punished no chance against the commander spartan kim jong koook. haha lolx. ji suk jin jaesuk's sunflower somehow they always end up together. and the song song siblings so sad joong ki my flower boy is leaving sad=( ((((((((((

watched fast 5 at Marina square with church peeps. awesome show loved it nice plot action packed lots of explosion and most importantly hot i mean really hot babes in bikini but not much driving competition drifitng and all the stunts.

watched thor too 1st time watching at nex nice also just love all the marvel comics adaption nice action plot. can't wait for x men 1st class man think it'll rock.

after exams also went night cycling shiokz but didn't really get to eat alot just stopped at lau pa sat and kallang macs didn't get to eat rocher tau huay. =((((((( but we went quite far la all the way fort rd tanjong rhu nicoll highway F1 pit stop mbs orchard road then came back by orchard suntec nicoll highway same. shiokz la cycling at night nt hot wind in your face but it was quite scary cos we were like cycling on the road with cars then the cars just zoom pass us was quite worried whether can keep my balance or not and then got a lot of narrow walkway had to keep starting and stopping which i'm nt very good at cos at east coast park nobody can just chiong then less tiring.

makan race

makan race was gooooooooooood. foooooood everywhere eat shiok. it was quite well planned and the chee kueh at Tiong Bahru Market was Good. the cai po salty enough nice... shiok.... our group was quite interesting. there was like 3 cheryls. 1 cute 1 noisy and me and we have Joel the super smart guy who hasn't break his voice. sounds very cute. some very funny things happen we wanted to eat honeydew sago + soupsop so that we can eat popiah then in the end when we went Bugis don't have so we had hot red bean soup. still the traditional dessert works. safe. after that we were short of time so we were like rushing to catching the bus. at Katong, we were kinda stressed cos we saw another group so we were like rushing to eat our popiah so we forgot to take photos for evidence. when we were like chewing the popiah. tim took a shot of the half eatten popiah. kinda gross. haha lolx. then another very funny thing. cheryl has a lot of receipts and money in her wallet so when she dropped her wallet when we were crossing the road she actually picked up her receipts instead of money which was flying all around.

fellowship sunday

last wk was NTU and NUS open house and since i have been to the nus open house last year and have been going there quite often and even stayed in the hostel so i went to NTU instead. It was quite ok la we went on a campus tour to see the labs and stuff. I guess this kind of things not very useful for me cos i don't really know what to ask. There was so many people la. hate it man. so crowded and worse it was raining.

After that went to watch Alice in wonderland at JP. i guess it was not bad la just a bit freaky. it's just weird and strange la. the characters also a bit strange like the hatter and the red queen has too big a head and the white queen is too nice a person. quite weird.

last Sun was fellowship Sun, actually we made plans to go East Coast to have a picnic, cycle and fly kites. In the end cos many ppl couldn't make it so we went for lunch at Swensens and after that went to get snack and drinks and rented Friends to watch at Serene's house. we totally just were couch potatoes lazing around and rotting in front of the tv so sedentary lifestyle.

After that went to Pasir Panjang food centre for dinner near NUS. the zi cha was good. the sambal stingray totally owns man.

this weekend, went to watch how to train your dragon in 3D it's quite cool. it's like the background is separated so like more real. the pictures is just like right in front of you. anyway the dragons were so cute. the black one had like super big eyes that will stare at you and also like to be scratched. reminds me of Max. i learn a few lessons things may not be what they appear on the surface think deeper and that kids can know more than adults sometimes.

at night, went to support Serene at the TPDE annual production. it was like super good la considering that they had only 3 weeks and it's like super synchronised and coordinated. it was like high school musical meets alice in wonderland. cos there was quite a weird theme. the 2nd half was a bit disturbing. cos of the makeup and there was people like wearing birdcage on their head and carrying broken umbrella and the candles too. there was also a light bulb tree. there was also people with pink hair and also with loads of feathers. it's just weird.

After that we went to 85 market to eat dinner. everybody was hungry so we ordered loads of food. we were like having a feast. there was sambal stingray, chicken wings, bak chor mee.

the food was super shiok man. i love local food man.

my weekend

korea here i come

finally we booked the 5 star tour package it was about $1500 and got the jump show somemore shiok. i can't wait 4 more months. meanwhile i should really stop spending so much and save up so that can spend more on the trip.

HK cafe is good. Serene and I were like hungry so everything look delicious to us and we couldn't make up our minds. our food was good. i had beef kway teow and she ate pasta with pork chop. it was shiok maybe we are just hungry. then we were like tempted by the mango ice and she wanted to eat so many things likw waffles potato chip in the end we settled for yami yogurt. shiok. We went to watch dear John i guess it was ok la. i quite like the front part where they spent 2 weeks of summer together. after that it got a bit draggy i wasn't really paying attention maybe it was just the accent that i couldn't catch. i thought the father and son relationship part was more touching than the couple and channing tatum is totally cute. nice baby blue eyes. not fair y do they have so much genes which give them so nice features like nice eyes and sharp nose unfair. i think the next movie adapted from nicholas spark novel would be better cos got miley cyrus and the guy has nice eyes too.

CNY

CNY this year was just boring... cos never play manjong at all or even cards sianz. 1st day was just boring. thank goodness my sis came over so can play with Darolyn. i was like watching tv most of the time. 2nd day wasn't so bad cos got to see all my cousins had dinner and karoke but mostly it's all the oldies cos we went with the whole family so the adults got to sing. saw lion dance. it was super loud

went to watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning thief today with the piggies. it's very nice and Lorgan Lerman aka Percy is very cute but he reminds me of zac efron like totally awesome... nice meeting up with them. i haven't seen them since christmas and just talk and hang out with them. yesterday tried the desert at big o cafe at wheelock place. it was sinful but it was like super shiok la. the black forest cake with the cherry syrup and the choco banana mudpie. it was like dope to the max. we went Orchard central to have our dinner we settles for korea food cos the jap food q was too long. the kimchi pancake was nice and the soup too. the ginseng chicken soup was like awesome. even though i don't like herby smell and taste. this one was very mild and almost couldn't taste it. orchard central the lift is coolio it's make out of acrylic so it's like totally transparent and even though the place is new somemore it was a fri night it was still quite empty. what a waste of money. all the deco and lighting. i don't understand what's up with the new malls like iluma so bright for what waste electricity. pls try to save gaia

OT

OT is actually quite fun. Outside is super dark and cooling not like in the day when it's so hot. the office is more quiet and i enjoy that moment of solitude and silence. y can't things function at night? so much more cooler and quieter. In the day it's always so crowded, there's always so many people and people are like rushing esp CBD. night gives a more relaxing feel. one thing that i don't like about OT is that it is so hard to get a freaking cab. all the cabs like don't want to stop either on call change shift or we're just at the wrong place at the wrong time. irritating. we tried flagging a cab but it took super long we could have just taken mrt.

retail therapy

i finally went shoppping after such a long time. it feels gooooooooooood. i love having new stuff. i went like crazy buying all my cny clothing. i bought a pair of levi skinny jeans cos my skinny is very tight either it shrunk or i'm getting too fat. i bought like 2 pairs of shoes so pretty one for work and outside. i bought the same shirt as jm it's this very nice red off shoulder top freaking nice and i bought loads of dresses. shopping is good man especially after like soooooooooo long at least since A levels. I can foresee that this year cny is going to be very boring. i'm looking forward to the 2nd day. 1st day is like stone at home cos my ah ma is not going to be around and we usually go there on the 1st day to have steamboat. I can't wait to see my cousins and play manjong my hands are itchy=)