every single piece of me is missing every bit of you

old but good song

Even though i tell it not to go, even though i tell it to stop
My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn’t wear out, it doesn’t decrease
Why is my love like this

One by one, i count and count the memories
My heart can’t rest for even a moment
It’ll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can’t i even throw them away

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
I love only you, only you
Can’t you just tell me?

Even if i hold out my hands, no matter how much i call out
You’re always far from me
It’ll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can’t i erase it

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
Just one word.. the one phrase that you love
Can’t you just tell me?

I try to comfort myself with the lie that i’m happy if you just smile
Because the place you’re going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
Can’t have you, can’t forget you
Waiting for you day by day

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
From loving you too much
Just one thing.. your heart, that one thing
Can’t you just share it with me

Can’t you love me

i may put up a tough front always smiling but do you really know me. what is inside?

sherlock holmes

when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth - Air Crash Investigation Ice

last romeo

infinite never disappoint
still good since day 1
their chereography is prefect
they look prefect
beautiful

choices

don't we all hate to make difficult choices?
we hate to loss out ( kiasu)
we hate to impose limitations on ourselves
we consider all the infinite possibilities yet the irony of it all only reveals itself in hindsight
from the simple decision like what do i eat today
what do i wear today
from the difficult decision to what car will i buy
what job will i take up
who will i marry
won't it be nice if life had a mannual to spare all the future generation from all the hurt and pain and heartaches
yet God chose to give us FREE WILL
yes free will we have a choice
whatever tt choice might be we have to bear the consequences of it all
doesn't tt make us all human afterall

random though

funny how the things tt u do everyday alone suddenly changes your pespective on certain thing when done tgt and brings so much joy and fun
it's the little things that counts
considerate and thoughtful
i would like someone who would buy plaster for me when my feet hurts not buy my flowers only on valentine
i would like someone who will always walk on the outside on the road so as to shield me from the incoming traffic
i don't need to eat good food or go to fancy restaurants everyday i choose to find things in the simplest things even having meals in the Hawker Centre
i don't need a big house but i would like to have a love nest???( if there's such a word)

the world doesn't revolve around you
what am i to you?
a mere existence.
sharing the same air.
just a thought on my mind
why do parents choose to have children
did the child have the choice not to be born
was the child brought into the world because of the parents's selfish motive
y am i here on this earth.
if i had a choice would i have chosen to be even born to go though life

marketing

marketing is common sense but common sense might not be so common after all. can i just be a normal consumer looking at the beautiful celebrities and aspiring to be like them. doing my market research finding out which products are good after using them.
after all what influences a consumer?
everyone is different after all.

adele - someone like you

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

you who came from the star

drama that i'm recently crazy about
kim so hyun is sooooo handsome...
i have to continue living right where you left me behind
- cheong song yi(jun ji hyun)

quotes

First love is reckless without calculating, it throws everything in with pure passion, and inevitably fail. but that’s why it’s dramatic the reckless tales wrapped up in experiences or feelings that you can never have again."
—Yoo Jae (Reply 1997)

‘your heart will tell you he truth’ 
-master's sun

memories

being back in sheares just brought back a lot of memories in the beginning.
the late night snacks, the room, the starry night at the rooftop.
u made me understand what love is....
i'm always thankful for everything...
the things that i couldn't do for you regrets.
have you been well. do u blame me??

random rantings

one day i believe that when i open my eyes first thing i see is you and the first thing i feel is your warm embrace.

it's so blueeeeeeeee

BTOB – I Don’t Know Anything But Love Lyrics

English Translation:

I only know love – I want you, only you
I can’t let you go like this
Don’t say that it’s over so easily
It’s so blue It’s so blue

Do you remember the day we first met?
It was a rainy day on the streets of Apgujung
We were under one umbrella and though our shoulders got wet, we were so happy

I’ll say it again but I don’t know how to break up
I don’t even know how to difficultly say goodbye
Waiting and seeing if you’ll come back makes my throat clog up
You flicker before my eyes but you have left me
I’m an innocent guy, I ain’t no Casanova
I only know love for you, who is so hot

I only know love – I want you, only you
I can’t let you go like this
Don’t say that it’s over so easily
It’s so blue It’s so blue

I only know love, I only know you
I don’t know how to break up
I only know love, I don’t know
I become a fool in front of a break up like this again, why, why?

As we waited for the last bus at 11:55 pm, I didn’t want to let you go
As I walked you home, our first kiss under the street light was so sweet

We promised never to change whether it rained or snowed
But you left me as soon as you got sick of me
In this frustrating war of love, her heart is like a reed
I hate myself for falling for your lies when you said you liked me
You played with me, who was so innocent
I guess not everyone can have a hot love

I only know love – I want you, only you
I can’t let you go like this
Don’t say that it’s over so easily
It’s so blue It’s so blue

No, don’t go – no, don’t leave
A tomorrow without you has no meaning
Why don’t you know love? Why do you pick love?
Don’t do this, don’t say goodbye

I can’t live without you, I want you, only you
I don’t want to end things like this
I became a fool, who only knows you
It’s so blue, it’s so blue

I only know love, I only know you
I don’t know how to break up
I only know love, I don’t know
I become a fool in front of a break up like this again, why, why?

Romanized:

Sarangbakke nan molla i want you only you
Idaeron jeoldaero bonael sun eobseo
Kkeutnaejaneun mal hamburo haji ma
It’s so blue it’s so blue

Cheoeum mannan nal geu nal gieokhani bi oneun apgujeong georie
Usan hanae eokkaereul jeoksimyeo urin cham haengbokhaetjanha

Dasi malhajiman molla nan ibyeolhaneun bangbeop gollanhan annyeongiran maldo na molla ra
Tto ollana hadeusi gidarineun geon nae mogeul jolla mak
Nae nune areungeorineun neo geureon nal dugo gabeorineun neo
Sunjeongnam ain’t no kasanoba hothan geudae sarangbakke nan molla

Sarangbakke nan molla i want you only you
Idaeron jeoldaero bonael sun eobseo
Kkeutnaejaneun mal hamburo haji ma
It’s so blue it’s so blue

Naneun molla sarangbakke naneun molla nan neobakke
Naneun molla ibyeol ttawin molla molla
Naneun molla sarangbakke naneun molla ibyeol ape
Baboga dwae tto ireoke ou wae ou wae

12si 5bun makchareul gidarimyeo bonaegi neomuna aswiwo
Garodeung arae neol baraedajumyeo cheot kiseu cham dalkomhaesseotji

Biga ona nuni ona urin byeonchi maljadeon
Neoneun tteonagane naega jillijamaja
Dapdaphan saranggwa jeonjaeng geunyeoui mameun galdaewa gatae
Naega jotaneun neoui geojitmal holttak ppajyeotdeon naega mipda
Sunjeongpain nareul gatgo nora hothan sarangeun amuna hana

Sarangbakke nan molla i want you only you
Idaeron jeoldaero bonael sun eobseo
Kkeutnaejaneun mal hamburo haji ma
It’s so blue it’s so blue

An dwae gaji ma an dwae tteonaji ma
Neo eomneun naeireun uimi eobseo
Sarangeul wae neon molla sarangeul wae neon golla
Ireoji ma don’t say goodbye

Neo eobsi nan mot sara i want you only you
Ireoke jeoldaero kkeutnaegin sirheo
Neobakke moreuneun baboga dwaesseo
It’s so blue it’s so blue

Naneun molla sarangbakke naneun molla nan neobakke
Naneun molla ibyeol ttawin molla molla

Naneun molla sarangbakke naneun molla ibyeol ape
Baboga dwae tto ireoke ou wae ou wae

credits:http://www.kpoplyrics.net/btob-i-dont-know-anything-but-love-lyrics-english-romanized.html

kdrama=)))))))

i want the disney filmmmmmmm.... lol that's was on a side note.

hmm.....uneventful wk=( lol i'm feeling very happy cos i just finish watching my fair lady and running man shall be embarking on my next kdrama soon. can't wait for running man ep 40 cos got 2pm ahhhhhhhhh..... hottest kinda missing it already. i love my fair lady i love yoon eun hye and jung il woo i love the scene when the broke up man it was so beautiful they were on the hospital rooftop and could see everything beautiful i think the sun was either setting or rising just very nice and the music was so emo could see the pain that they were going through. i think dong chan was very great letting her go so that she could achieve greater thing with her status and power. but then it was a bit like not cleanly break cos they still had feelings for each other then like keep cannot break properly like that everytime they meet very emo like that. hmmm i think eui joo and tae yoon very cute love them together.

haiz kdrama r quite predictable la. they always end up together. and somehow there's always like this love square not even triangle lolol. always the 4 ppl on the cover. somehow another guy would like the girl and then the other girl would like the main guy character but eventually when they realise how much the main couple loves each other they would let go and then the couple can be together happy ending in the middle loads of things happen la. but in general.

polaroid cam

haha lolx bought my polaroid cam already so happy=))))))))))) it's instant gratification seeing the picture appear in front of your eyes instantly. i also got the hello kitty and the pooh film sooooo very pretty. and also got a bag for the cam cos there was nothing that comes with you much easier to handle and bring it around as it is quite bulky. hope to take more polaroids must treasure them as each one of them holds a memory. a picture speaks a thousand words.

went for the RSAF open house last wk was quite cool got to see loads of planes. However, it was way too crowded too many ppl. the air show was really quite cool as i got to see the planes up close.

This wkend went Karoke with church peeps to celebrate randall's ORD lor. haha lolx it was really very fun as everyone was singing along and the atmosphere was good. everyone was high. =)

went to watch x men too. it was gooooooodddd and they introduced a few more new and cool mutants like angel, the storm person and the hellboy lookalike, the one who can adapt to any situation, alex and beast. it was good to understand the whole idea how it all began and so cute when they were all young and it explains a lot of things unspoken in the movie. it was worth it and nice =)

After that had dinner with hall peeps went to have cheap italian food at Liang court it was ok i guess. and after just sat by the river watching the river taxi/ boat go by. Singapore river is really quite nice at night.

shoooopppppping!!!!!!!!!!

went shopping at parkway yesterday bought loads of stuff from cottonon and two tees from espirit. mostly basics la can wear with my shorts lalala heehee.....=))))))) GSS man. got sales. my favt word. i need to go shopping man but 1st i need to clear out my cupboard to get rid of those unwanted stuff.

working is shiokz in a way that you actually have the liberty of spending don't have to think twice bout your expenses don't have to worry bout not having enough money.

i enjoy studying too in a way like u're gaining new knowledge quite interesting la. but not eng la. hope still can get into bio eng with my chui results but i think highly unlikely la.

while working i guess you will face a lot of shit and crappy stuff. as i said shit happens. backstabbing and doing thing which you find is quite ineffective and redundant and some ppl are just very particular(anal) bout stuff.

i think so big already not very nice to take $$$$$ from parents la. it's good to be financially independent. As we grow bigger, i think we will have more things to worry bout when you start think bout adult stuff like house and car and insurance and many other things when you have your own family so it's good to have savings. For now, i just hope to be able to save up for another holiday love travelling hope to be able to visit Taiwan for the scenery and the good food and shopping. and also maybe HK for the disneyland. Maybe will visit Korea again cos realise miss out quite a lot of stuff. really love korean food too. =)))))))))))))))))) and will do more shopping buy clothes bag shoes albums.

Thus shall restrain and ren and not buy unnecessary stuff unless i really like or need it. like a polaroid cam. I shall tell myself this save up for the big things quality vs quantity. i really have tons of everything some of which buy and never use waste $$$$$$

butterflies in my stomach + Yoo Jae Suk my Hero

really nervous exam results coming out in bout 1 wks time. will receive the dreadful sms. hope to pull up my CAP la but i think i won't be able to do well cos this sem all 5 core mod not very good in them esp circuits hate them.

on the other hand, yoo jae suk my hero.
i think he's very admirable. in running man even though he is very timid but for the team he was able to take the dive from freaking 7.5m he is amazing. pei fu pei fu. and also another thing i think he was very amazing also during the SBS broadcasting station epi even though was very scared of kim jong kook but then he still completed the mission and he was the sole survivor. He got chased many times and had to even used his VJ to help him block so that he can escape you know desperate to win already. amazing!!!!!! respect him for that man. the effect that kim jong kook has on the rest they all like get frightened even guest knows that he is the hardest to deal with. i think it's his reputation la. He always kana punishment dk y sianz. feel sad for him man. and he is a very good MC too.