every single piece of me is missing every bit of you

old but good song

Even though i tell it not to go, even though i tell it to stop
My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn’t wear out, it doesn’t decrease
Why is my love like this

One by one, i count and count the memories
My heart can’t rest for even a moment
It’ll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can’t i even throw them away

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
I love only you, only you
Can’t you just tell me?

Even if i hold out my hands, no matter how much i call out
You’re always far from me
It’ll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can’t i erase it

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
Just one word.. the one phrase that you love
Can’t you just tell me?

I try to comfort myself with the lie that i’m happy if you just smile
Because the place you’re going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
Can’t have you, can’t forget you
Waiting for you day by day

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
From loving you too much
Just one thing.. your heart, that one thing
Can’t you just share it with me

Can’t you love me

i may put up a tough front always smiling but do you really know me. what is inside?

sherlock holmes

when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth - Air Crash Investigation Ice

last romeo

infinite never disappoint
still good since day 1
their chereography is prefect
they look prefect
beautiful

choices

don't we all hate to make difficult choices?
we hate to loss out ( kiasu)
we hate to impose limitations on ourselves
we consider all the infinite possibilities yet the irony of it all only reveals itself in hindsight
from the simple decision like what do i eat today
what do i wear today
from the difficult decision to what car will i buy
what job will i take up
who will i marry
won't it be nice if life had a mannual to spare all the future generation from all the hurt and pain and heartaches
yet God chose to give us FREE WILL
yes free will we have a choice
whatever tt choice might be we have to bear the consequences of it all
doesn't tt make us all human afterall

random though

funny how the things tt u do everyday alone suddenly changes your pespective on certain thing when done tgt and brings so much joy and fun
it's the little things that counts
considerate and thoughtful
i would like someone who would buy plaster for me when my feet hurts not buy my flowers only on valentine
i would like someone who will always walk on the outside on the road so as to shield me from the incoming traffic
i don't need to eat good food or go to fancy restaurants everyday i choose to find things in the simplest things even having meals in the Hawker Centre
i don't need a big house but i would like to have a love nest???( if there's such a word)

the world doesn't revolve around you
what am i to you?
a mere existence.
sharing the same air.
just a thought on my mind
why do parents choose to have children
did the child have the choice not to be born
was the child brought into the world because of the parents's selfish motive
y am i here on this earth.
if i had a choice would i have chosen to be even born to go though life

marketing

marketing is common sense but common sense might not be so common after all. can i just be a normal consumer looking at the beautiful celebrities and aspiring to be like them. doing my market research finding out which products are good after using them.
after all what influences a consumer?
everyone is different after all.

adele - someone like you

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

you who came from the star

drama that i'm recently crazy about
kim so hyun is sooooo handsome...
i have to continue living right where you left me behind
- cheong song yi(jun ji hyun)

quotes

First love is reckless without calculating, it throws everything in with pure passion, and inevitably fail. but that’s why it’s dramatic the reckless tales wrapped up in experiences or feelings that you can never have again."
—Yoo Jae (Reply 1997)

‘your heart will tell you he truth’ 
-master's sun

memories

being back in sheares just brought back a lot of memories in the beginning.
the late night snacks, the room, the starry night at the rooftop.
u made me understand what love is....
i'm always thankful for everything...
the things that i couldn't do for you regrets.
have you been well. do u blame me??

random rantings

one day i believe that when i open my eyes first thing i see is you and the first thing i feel is your warm embrace.