retail therapy

i finally went shoppping after such a long time. it feels gooooooooooood. i love having new stuff. i went like crazy buying all my cny clothing. i bought a pair of levi skinny jeans cos my skinny is very tight either it shrunk or i'm getting too fat. i bought like 2 pairs of shoes so pretty one for work and outside. i bought the same shirt as jm it's this very nice red off shoulder top freaking nice and i bought loads of dresses. shopping is good man especially after like soooooooooo long at least since A levels. I can foresee that this year cny is going to be very boring. i'm looking forward to the 2nd day. 1st day is like stone at home cos my ah ma is not going to be around and we usually go there on the 1st day to have steamboat. I can't wait to see my cousins and play manjong my hands are itchy=)

new year resolutions

healthier life style( i guess no fast food) anyway i don't get craving except for chocolate n of course my favourite subway cookie and desserts i love cakes anything else i guess nope oops i can think of 1 unhealthy food maybe twister fries that's nice i eat to live not live to eat.

i shall stop using whatever seriously i think that is i like everything also don't care bochap attitude about there roughly cannot i shall try to strive for perfection la but i'm not a perfectionist even though that's is like a character trait of virgo. i think that the process is more impt la but just try to be not so heck care think a bit deeper try to understand the situation better.

just another random thought i realise that i have always been very lucky cos from young i did not really have to worry about anything food and housing the basic stuff all my parents provide for me so i'm quite thankful to them. u know how sometimes u know they're always there for u so u just take them for granted. i always had a comfortable life so i just want to thank them so much for all that they have done for me. i won't even be here if not for them. the education and the food to feed me. i wonder what some other people's life would be like? what would it be like if i was like somebody else? somebody prettier richer smarter don't we always wish that life would be better for us if we had that something that we are lacking but y don't we treasure what we have and be contented and stop envying the other person and wallowing in self pity and emoing in one corner that life is unfair to u.

i shall try to think before i speak. in the sense that i let people speak finish first before i rebutt. like kit always says that i don't listen to her explanation when i ask her to explain stuff. like i will keep cutting in not letting her finish her sentence. so i guess i'll just wait and see.

work

yay i started work already. i guess getting ready every morning is a hassle and of course trying to get onto the mrt train during peak hours is no mean feat. there's always like tons of ppl. that's y it's called mass rapid transport. it's for the masses. i guess we're still quite free we're just doing some admin work like handling the letters and labelling of dividers. we haven't really learnt anything much. quite slack also nobody really bothers what time u come and go and for lunch the timing is not very tight la. the pantry has my favourite drink lemon barley man it rocks but the snacks are really very pathetic. and the best part it's freeeee......

just some random thoughts
our atitude determines our altitude
everything that u do must have passion
heart or head( brain)? what determines whether you are alive. i guess there's brain dead but there's no heart dead right. cos all your cells need oxygen and the haemoglobin carries the oxygen as oxy-haemoglobin with 4 subunits and an Fe molecule for each subunit.
our age is only a no. i guess what determines who we are, are the experiences that we go through each day.
we can't change the winds but we can change the sail( we can't change the things that happen but we can change our attitude towards them and look at them in a positive light)

P.S. u may not agree with me on some of the points but it's just my thoughts no need to get to worked up relax